I have been living on my own to build a life around my passion. I wanted to create a life that made me excited to wake up in the morning. I wanted to become a person i could be proud of. But life has been upside down. I went everywhere and nowhere. Spent nights on the concrete, had beautiful conversations with strangers and walked foreign streets every day. For a long time I regretted that I went to the city where dreams come true and did absolutely nothing to go after mine. Then I realized something: I was not that boy anymore, and in another second, I would again be someone new.
Everything changed when I forgave myself for all the things I couldn’t be. I’m not famous, successful, rich or popular. I don’t have a large group of friends, a big house or academic qualifications to get me a job: heck I don't even had a job! But I get to do me. Full out. Peacefully. With no one telling me to go there or do that, be this or sign here. I get to explore every corner of my own personality, on my own. Every passion, every talent, and follow wherever it might lead me.
I’m not everything I want to be, but I’m more than I was, and I’m still learning. I’m happy. Just sitting here. Knowing I have a few friends. Knowing I have a dream to work on. Knowing I have somewhere to go if it starts raining. A pillow to rest my head on. Someone to call when I get lonely. Nature to walk in, pure air, early mornings, seasons and weather. This is enough. This is more than enough. And most of all, I am enough.
" be wise today so you won't cry tomorrow "
